Child free would be attractive to me these days. At any rate my kids aren’t sure they want kids and I’d rather not have grandkids, so it seems that they will at least think about things.

I had to have a hysterectomy after my 4th and I was secretly relieved as I didn’t want more kids but I was supposed to have them. I’ve not once, even when it hurt right after, ever regretted that surgery. It was one of the best things to happen to me.

I’m glad you are able to enjoy your life. :)