I think it is primarily to do with being fat, disabled, and having certain skin conditions. Despite what other people think, not everyone can really fix being fat. I hope one day it will be possible. Maybe if I can ever walk again. That would be helpful. Ha.

Perhaps it’s also because I get to where I feel like I don’t have any value to society and that’s something I have to work through as I process my trauma. Multiplicity means I have to process lots of things all at once.

What I didn’t tell “Heidi” because I wouldn’t bother entertaining her with a response, is that there is a purpose for the shaved head and I don’t give a shit what she thinks about it.

I think it’s low to attack someone’s looks, especially when it’s merely over a difference of opinion.