Thanks. That really helps for me, because often I judged people who joined of their own accord because some of us didn’t have a choice and for someone to actually choose this made no sense. But it does the way you described it and I’m sorry they sucked you in. It sounds similar to my own experience as far as you want to please God and they gave a prescribed way to do that. I’m so sorry. This is written well and I need to go look at the others.